You Make Me Feel Like A Radio

OMG! So after I text every one of my friends to laugh about this, I decided that it needed to be blogged. I went to my country for the Carnival and had a freaking blast. I met a 26 year old, which at my age isn’t to bad but he still Milk & Cookies as my homies and I call the young dudes that holla....

Anyway...strangely enough I said, what the hell we can be friends right? So we have been texting, emailing and calling. I mean granted some of the shit he said alerted me that he is still young in the mind but after today when I got an email with the following I just couldn’t stop laughing:

Trini Chocolate: every time I look at your picture u make me feel like radio

Me: Who is radio? Not sure what that means?

Trini Chocolate: U DONT KNOW WHAT THAT MEAN U TURN ME ON

Oh lord. At 26 that is his best line? How about you are a sexy woman? No I got he feels like a radio? LMFAO…. I am wondering what is the extent of his vocabulary that he couldn’t think of any other ways to express himself. Is that what gets you a woman in Trini these days? I refuse to believe that….

This is funny. I just text to ask him, what is the oldest woman he has ever dated. No response yet…I will update this if needed…LMAO

Am I over reacting?

How will 2009 end for me?

So I am laying in bed watching "The Wedding Date" and wondering will I ever have to rent a date just not to show up at an event alone? I believe every single woman on earth has seen this movie about this single nyc woman paying an escort $6000 to be her date just not to attend a wedding alone. what stood out to me the most is when the hired date said "when a woman is ready to stop being miserable and alone she will". I couldn't help but ask myself? Am I single and alone because I am holding on to some sought of misery that is keeping me from meeting men? Am I giving off some sought of message unknowingly? I would hate to think that this is true. I think I am intelligent fun loving female with a lot to offer that just happen to attract morans lol. At the same time I am not always out and about so how can I meet quality people?

I have tried the online dating sites only to meet quacks, dogs and god knows what else. Living in a new state with all of my friends living someplace else there are not many options. I mean my co workers are all hooked up with each other so I am avoided like the plaque. I mean why do all involved women suddenly believe you are now the treat or the enemy and suddenly become home bodies or only do the couple thing? Anyway that is a totally different topic. I am seriously wondering if I am single because I projecting some kind of negative energy to the atmosphere....

I am hoping that if his assumption is true that 2009 brings something different. Honestly I have learned a lot about myself being alone for the past year and a half but I am ready for 2009 to bring some love into my life. I never thought I would be 30 and alone but I definitely do not want to be 40 and alone. I would like to have a date to my birthday parties that I actually care about, a travel body that's not just one of my female friends...and god dam it I would like to have sex on the regular without it being throw back dick...:)

Saying all this to say....I hope 2009 brings much more luck and happiness in all areas of my life including love...